The Field of Reeds: Seeking the Afterlife

The Field of Reeds (or Aaru) was an Eternal Paradise where the deceased could live forever in peace, farming fertile land, enjoying bountiful harvests and reuniting with loved ones. Think of it as the ultimate reward for a life well-lived.

Getting to the Field of Reeds wasn’t automatic. The deceased had to pass the Judgement process of the “Weighing of the Heart” ceremony. In this ritual, the heart of the deceased was weighed against the feather of Ma’at (representing truth and justice). If the heart was lighter or equal, they were deemed pure and granted access. If not, then Ammit (a terrifying goddess who was part lion, hippo, and crocodile) would devour the heart, obliterating the soul.

This obliterating of the soul gets my attention. Are souls inherently good or bad? In Egyptian thought the obliteration of the soul wasn’t necessarily about destruction in the sense of annihilating the soul energy, it was about disintegration. The soul as “the essence of self” was believed to be a composite of parts (the Ba, Ka, Sheut, etc.), and when the judgment went badly, these parts would be scattered and cease to function together as a construct. These energies would return to the cosmic whole and get absorbed back into the universe in some unknowable way. In other words, they had become too heavy in their desire for the material realm. Fail, try again.

So Egyptians prepared meticulously for this afterlife journey. As outlined in texts like the Book of the Dead, individuals were buried with spells, food, maps and tools, all to help guide them on their journey. Even their tombs were decorated with scenes to remind them of what they hoped to enjoy in the afterlife. Think about it like this: if you were to wake up in a dream your waking state memories might be inaccessible; however, if you saw a painting on the dream-wall it might rekindle a thread from the waking state. This may be how Egyptians viewed "waking" into the afterlife. 

Perhaps Egyptians wanted the afterlife to be a harmonious extension of their earthly lives, as their paradise was essentially an idealized version of the abundant farmlands they relied on. The Nile’s yearly floods brought life and renewal by transforming the desert surroundings into a lush, life-sustaining oasis. This yearly cycle may have reinforced the belief in rebirth, and the potential for eternal abundance. 

Priests and Oracles

Priests were key players in shaping these beliefs. They were the mediators between humans and the gods, interpreting divine will through rituals, dreams, and omens. Oracles (like those at temples dedicated to gods such as Amun) would have provided mystical insight, often used to validate existing ideas or even create new ones. While oracles were less structured than in Greece for example, they still influenced how people thought about the afterlife.

Scribes as Keepers of Knowledge

Scribes were crucial. They weren’t just bureaucrats—they were the ones documenting religious texts, myths, and funerary instructions. Over centuries, scribes copied and expanded on earlier works, such as the Pyramid Texts (for pharaohs) and later the Coffin Texts (for elites), which eventually became the Book of the Dead. These texts were like living documents, evolving over time as new ideas emerged or old ones were refined.

Mythos and Divinity

The stories of gods like Osiris (lord of the underworld) and Ra (the sun god who died and was reborn daily) were likely central to the creation of afterlife beliefs. These gods were universal aspects of the One manifestation in its infinite variety of forms, many of which are patterns that govern life here in this material realm. As above so below–these Universal Archetypal patterns were likely seen to persist in a similar way in the afterlife. 

Priests and storytellers wove these archetypes into cultural myths, linking natural cycles to divine plans. For instance, Osiris’ death and resurrection mirrored the cycle of planting and harvest. Ra’s (aka the Sun’s) daily journey across the sky brings warmth and life, then “dies” and travels through the Duat (the underworld). This theme of birth, life, and death applies to all creation, and the Egyptians likely saw this pattern as repeating in the next phase of the soul’s experience. Rebirth in yet another realm.

Philosophical and Practical Needs

The Egyptians had a deeply practical worldview. Their religion was focused on maintaining Ma’at—the cosmic order of truth, balance, and justice. Afterlife beliefs like the Field of Reeds reflected this need for harmony. And on a personal level, imagining a paradise likely helped people of that time cope with the uncertainty of death.

What about it intrigues you most? The symbolism, the rituals, or how it compares to other afterlife beliefs?

The Hellenistic Astrology Approach: Ancient Wisdom for Modern Insight

Hellenistic is one of the oldest documented branches of astrology. We now have translated materials revealing how the ancients approached the craft, thanks to project hindsight in 1993. Rooted in the traditions of ancient Greece and Rome, the practice emphasizes the philosophical and predictive aspects of astrology offering a structured framework for understanding the cosmos. When using the Hellenistic approach in a natal chart reading we honor its focus on planetary rulerships, dignities, aspect doctrine, and the interplay between fate and free will.

Equal Whole Sign Houses 

One of the key features of Hellenistic astrology is its use of whole sign houses where each zodiac sign rules an entire house, starting with your rising sign (Ascendant). For example, if your Ascendant is in Taurus the entire sign of Taurus governs your first house, Gemini rules the entire second, and so on around the wheel. This approach simplifies house divisions ensuring clarity in interpretation and providing a cohesive narrative for how the houses interact.

This is different from modern astrology, which often uses systems like Placidus that divide houses unevenly. The greatness is that both systems, when used consistently, produce very reliable results. What's nice about the Hellenistic whole sign approach is the houses and signs are aligned perfectly, allowing for a more straightforward exploration of planetary placements and their influence on life areas.

Why Hellenistic Astrology?

Hellenistic astrology relies on clear planetary rulerships, using the seven traditional planets (Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter, Saturn). Each planet has a specific role:

•Jupiter and Venus bring blessings and ease.

•Saturn and Mars highlight challenges and growth.

 •The Sun, Moon, and Mercury weave the narrative of life-purpose and emotions.

Through this lens the chart is not just a collection of symbols but a coherent system where each planet plays a part in the narrative.

Fate, Fortune, and Free Will

The Hellenistic approach also explores the balance of fate and free will, focusing on two key points in the chart: the Lot of Fortune (linked to circumstances and fate) and the Lot of Spirit (aligned with purpose and choice). These points provide insight into where life flows naturally and where effort and intention are needed to evolve and learn.

Hellenistic astrology combines philosophical depth, timeless wisdom, and practical clarity, making it a powerful approach for understanding your cosmic blueprint. It’s a journey into ancient traditions with modern relevance, helping you align with the universe’s rhythms and your soul's intention in this life.

The Sun in Sagittarius: Exploring Life’s Big Picture

With the Sun moving through Sagittarius we are invited to embrace adventure, growth, and a broader perspective. Sagittarius, the seeker of truth and expansion, inspires us to explore life’s meaning and aim higher in all we do.

The Energy of Sagittarius

Sagittarius is ruled by Jupiter, the planet of expansion, optimism, and growth. As a fire sign its energy is bold, enthusiastic, and driven by a desire to explore. This is a time to step out of your comfort zone and embrace new experiences. Whether through travel, education, or  seeking philosophical truths, Sagittarius encourages us to look beyond the horizon.

The Sun’s Role in Sagittarius

The Sun represents vitality and purpose, and during its transit through Sagittarius, it amplifies the Sagittarian call for adventure and meaning. This is a season of optimism and exploration! The Sun shines a light on the paths we want to follow, whether they involve setting new goals, diving into learning, or pursuing a long-held dream.

How to Harness This Energy

To make the most of this transit, ask yourself:

• What areas of my life need more growth? 

• Are there new skills, perspectives, or opportunities I’m ready to explore?

• What steps can I take to align with my inner truth and purpose? What is my inner truth or purpose?

Use this time to break free from limiting routines and try something new. Embrace the big picture.

Personal Chart Focus

The Sun in Sagittarius activates a specific area of your natal chart, depending on where Sagittarius falls. Find Sagittarius in your chart to see where growth and opportunity are possible.

Also, be sure to look at where/what house Jupiter, the ruler of Sagittarius, is in your chart. This area of life may add color and could also be the outflow of the sign's activation. For example, I have Sag in my 5th House. However, Jupiter is in the 7H of my natal chart. Therefore the house of creative exploration (Sag/5H) is active now (as I write these words), but since Jupiter is positioned in my 7H/Aquarius, its effects could manifest through partnerships. You could say something like, "you may explore creatively with a partner," or "this may be a favorable time for starting a creative partnership". 

Any combination of signs, planets, and houses are fair game. This makes it sO interesting. You can always blend the sign flavors for even more nuance. For me, I'd add Aquarian topics like "socially innovative, forward thinking, and idealistic" to the Sagittarius need for growth and action oriented exploration. Is it magnanimous or fanatical? Gee, we'll see!

• First House: Step into a bold new version of yourself, or maybe you are just feeling generous and optimistic 😍

• Seventh House: Expand your approach to relationships or partnerships. Ever go on an awesome adventure with someone else? This is an opportunity to discover that joy and freedom with a partner. Get creative, be generous, enjoy.  

• Tenth House: Seek growth and recognition in your career. This might be a great time to get noticed for your amazing insights and hard work. 

Sagittarius season is a time to explore, dream, and embrace what makes life meaningful. No matter which house is activated for you, step into it with confidence and curiosity. For me it's the philosophical journey. I love astrology, tarot, hermetic Kabbalah, and what they bring to my daily life, but it's the deep mystical philosophical Jupitarian wisdom they bring that offers me the greatest Joy. So where is Sagittarius lighting up your chart?

Symbols 🛞

If you are anything like me you have been compelled to learn more about the symbolic meanings behind Tarot cards.  For one reason or another you have been shown the tarot path.  It may have presented itself to you before as it did me.  Maybe you didn't have space in your life to acknowledge it but now are excited to get started with the profound learning that comes with tarot study. 

Maybe you have been seeking other truths, digging around and reading into esoteric subjects to have found yourself looking at ancient symbols wondering what they mean.  Perhaps this was prompted by spiritual work or other esoteric books and practicers.  Needless to say, finally something has pushed you enough to come looking for a greater understanding of the mysteries contained therein.  

Understanding the various aspects of Tarot is proving to be a challenge for me. Parts of it are easy, like story building from looking at the pictures, other parts are not so easy.

Mainly. because they require quite a bit of background knowledge.  If you are like me and you want to gain deeper understanding to some of the story of Tarot, especially for purposes of a spiritual quest, then you desire this knowledge of how things fit together.

Being a complete noob in tarot and astrology, it behooved me to set aside some time and memorize the twelve Houses of the zodiac.  Then I started to wonder how the tarot cards fit into the scheme of the zodiac wheel.

Thinking back I guess this was prompted by the THOTH deck by Alister Crowley and Lady Frieda Harris.  Most if not all of the Minor Arcana cards have the symbol of the assigned house in addition to the Hebrew letter and the ruling planet.  These attributions piqued my curiosity.  I needed to know how this impacted the character of the cards.   

They have a deeply symbolic meaning, a soft beacon into a previous lifetime.

B.O.T.A. Coloring your own Tarot deck

Lately I've been painting my very own tarot deck as recommended by Paul Foster Case founder of Builders of Adytum B.O.T.A. mystery school. After reading Case's book, The Tarot A Key to the Wisdom of the Ages, I was convinced that coloring your own deck was indeed a gateway to becoming intimately connected with the symbols on the cards.  I wasn't very excited about dedicating the time to it at first, but after painting for about three weeks now I can say it is actually very relaxing and fun to do.  In this post I will share my experiences here as they unfold, and post some of my finished cards for your amusement.

To start I bought the black and white tarot deck and accompanying Highlights of the Tarot booklet.  This smallish booklet provides nice overview descriptions of the 22 Major Arcana cards along with specific coloring instructions from Case himself.  These texts are highly recommend in order to do the project correctly, and aren't very expensive.  The Highlights was $5 and the Key to the Wisdom of the Ages was around $12.  I am not a member of, or affiliated with B.O.T.A.  Anyone can order the tarot deck as well as Case's books on the Builders of the Adytum website.

The BOTA deck is very similar to the Rider-Waite-Smith deck with alterations that Case believed was important enough to actually create another deck.  He talks about the adjustments in his books and why he thought they were indelible to tarot study.  The cards aren't flimsy little cards, nor are they much like regular playing cards that you can shuffle.  They are thick paper stock intended to absorb color.  That was a little bit of a bummer for me as my intention was to actually use the cards when finished.  I remind myself that the purpose of this project is painting the images, thinking about what the colors represent, and absorbing the symbols as a meditation of sorts.

Time Required

For the last three weeks I've been working on the Major Arcana spending 1-2 hours every day.  My goal was to get one card finished each day for a total of 3 weeks to complete the Trumps.  That was quite ambitious.  The reality is that I just finished the Justice card!  That is only 12 cards over three weeks, approximately one card every two days.  Realistically it should take around 3 months to complete the entire deck of 78 cards.  I will say that the Minor Arcana are far less complicated and should be much faster to paint.

Your time may vary based on experience with mixing paint and and coloring.  Painting is new for me, and my last coloring experience was about 30 years ago.  Also, my best effort is going into the project.  It would be much faster to slather translucent paint hastily across the cards, but it certainly would not be the best approach in terms of learning goes.

Coloring options

I went through a few phases of testing coloring mediums from markers to oil, acrylic and water color.  Water color seemed to work the best and provide the most flexibility.  The markers were too dark and it was difficult to hide the paint lines, as you will see in the Fool card.  Also they bled through the lines very easily.  The acrylic and oil paints were a bit thick and heavy.  For watercolor you do have to be careful not to get a bunch of water on the card or put on several coats, because the card edges will start to curl up.  Take a look at my first card below to see how water color mixed with marker looks.  I used marker on the mountains where you can see the coloring lines.

The Fool (Card 1) 

The Fool, Aleph.  This was my first card.  Both markers and watercolor were used here.  The colors are close to what was requested in Highlights of the Tarot booklet with the exception of the face, the eagle on the purse, and the rose.  For some reason I painted the rose red when it called for white so instead of purity we get desire.  Light brown was requested for the eagle instead of dark brown.  My first attempt at mixing the flesh color came out a with too much red.  The book requested equal parts of brown, black, white, yellow and red for an equal representation of all skin colors.  Everything else looks good.  The white parts are left blank as suggested by Case.  White paint really doesn't show up that well on white so what's the point?  Well thanks for looking.  I will post more cards as I get them done.  Feel free to comment and let me know what you think!

The Magician 

The skin color turned out better in this card.  It took a long time to get the details correctly painted in the bottom leaves, flowers and robe section.  The yellow background was challenging because of the saturation.  I put on one coat but it was too thin.  I try not to get too much paint on my brush to paint detail more accurately, but then it's not thick enough and I end up needing two coats.  In the end I put another coat on and it over saturates it anyway.

Fool's Blog

This blog is a record of my tarot learning journey.  The intention is to post daily tarot activities, thoughts, ideas and revelations as the process unfolds.  It is important to me to keep a journal of these activities for personal development.  This work isn't easy.  Detailed records will be useful in assessment growth for me. It is also my hope is that others may find something useful here.  Time is of the essence.    

The main goal in learning tarot is for personal spiritual growth, although I'm not apposed to the divination aspect as well.  Guess we will see where it goes.  No expectations!

The writing presented here will be rudimentary at times, but please keep in mind that I am a complete neophyte.  Despite knowing very little about these subjects it is my intention to learn some deep esoteric truths.  As time goes on I'm sure things will get more interesting!

I'd really like to collaborate and learn with others so comments and advice are welcome. Please remember that I am not an authority on these subjects, just learning and sharing experiences as they unfold.

The Decan Wheel

The decan wheel is extremely helpful in visualizing the houses within the zodiac and the tarot cards that lie within them. It is a great go-to that will help you identify and memorize where the tarot cards live as well as what energies are likely to manifest within them. I printed the one below and taped it into my notebook for quick access when practicing tarot.  

Ten degrees of separation

The zodiac houses span thirty degree sections of the wheel going counterclockwise. Aries is the first house and Pisces is the twelfth. Each of the house is further subdivided into ten degree segments called decans or decanates. The Minor Arcana tarot cards (two through ten) are assigned to each decan. The two, three and four of Wands span the entire house Aries for example.

From there you can see the suits are not arranged in order. They are assigned to houses with the same element. For example all Wands correspond to fire signs. So the next order of wands can be found in Leo, then in Sagittarius.
 

Decan Wheel

Each card/decan has a co-ruling planet. Starting with the two card in Aries we have the rulerships of Mars, the Sun and then Mercury. These are considered co-rulers because Mars is the ruling planet of the entire Aries house. The wheel also indicates the elemental triangle of Fire (triplicity), and the Cardinal aspect (quadruplicity) of Aries.    

Court Cards 

The Aces and Court Cards live on the outside rim of the wheel. In the THOTH deck the Knights, Queens, and Princesses rule entire thirty degree segments. Notice they are not evenly placed over the houses. This is on purpose. It reflects the constant interaction and balance seeking between the elements.  For example the Queen of Wands is the watery part of fire and she rules the last decan of Pisces and the first two decan of Aries. That is one third of a water sign and two thirds of a fire sign. One might think that the highest order of fire, the Knight of Wands, would rule the most pure fire sign of Aries.  However such a configuration would be unbalanced, emphasizing too much fire in one place.  Therefore the knight's rulership is assigned to Sagittarius-the least pure fire sign.  I will do a segment soon on the breakdown of the card ranks and their element classifications.     

Decan Wheel with Court Cards

How the Wheel relates to Tarot 

Decan wheels vary in design in terms of what data they contain. The more advanced wheel below adds some nice features. It includes all the previous information plus house planetary rulerships and exaltation.  It is worthwhile considering these attributes when practicing tarot, they add rich detail that might not otherwise be so easily seen in a card.  Similar to the planetary aspects in astrology, we can view the cards through the lens of the ruling planets, elements and images. 

Deluxe Decan Wheel

Content

Most of the writing presented here will be of my own creation. The content will be original but very rudimentary at times. Please keep in mind this is someone who knows very little about these subjects. As time goes on I'm sure things will get more interesting...I will do my best to also post any books, videos or other resources that I find useful in my study of the tarot.

All that stated, I am already 2 months into the studies.  You may notice that a bunch of entries are out of order and all posted within a short time frame.  This is because I'm taking some time to write and publish everything that has happened in order to catch up to the present.  My goal is to take a much needed break from daily tarot study to catch up the blog.  Lastly, I will do my best to organize the posts as this gets easier.  Blogging is also very new for me, surprise! P

How I Got Started with Tarot

My tarot path began with a seed planted in my brain whilst reading the book, The Lost Teachings of Atlantis by Jon Peniel.  This is an excellent book by the way, highly recommended.  In this book, the author mentions the Thoth Tarot in the context of understanding the deeper meanings behind Thoth's teachings as written in the Emerald Tablets.  "What!?"  I was completely intrigued.  I had literally just read the Emerald tablets before reading Peniel's book, so their mysteries were still fresh and swirling about in my blown mind.  What a synchronicity!

The next day I grabbed my computer and searched, "Thoth Tarot deck".  To my surprise Alister Crowley's pretty face came up in the search, along with many of his amazing books, and of course the THOTH Tarot cards.  At the time my knowledge of Crowley's work was mainly in the form of his books like Magick, The Book of the Law, Book of Lies, etc.  These are all fascinating writings, to say the least.  However, my interest at the time was getting my hands on one of those tarot decks.

Printed in Belgium in 1978

There I was on my computer looking at a deck of THOTH tarot cards.  There were several options actually.  There was a standard THOTH deck for around $23, or various used decks from over the years.  They all looked to have different backs or boarders.  Nothing game changing, but piqued my interest once again.  As it turned out there were many publications of the THOTH deck over the years, starting in the early 1960s up to now.  Somehow I was drawn to the older used decks with prices of $75-200.  "Hmm," I thought.  "You always did have an affinity for collectable things that happen to be expensive".

Since I really could not afford those older decks I set up a search watch to alert me whenever one was listed for sale.  About 2 weeks later a used THOTH deck printed in 1978 was listed for only $40, including shipping.  "This is a steal!" I thought.  The cards were in fine shape, the box in tact (see below).  The only drawback was that it shipped from Canada, so I'd have to wait a couple of weeks.  Also, it  did not have the original instruction manual and essays by Frieda Harris.  "I can deal with that" I thought, pulled out the wallet and became a proud friend of a gorgeous set of tarot cards.